It was weird seeing you today
when I didn’t know what to expect
You’re my grandfather
Now, don’t you forget
Infusion through the wires
and a beeping sound
You’re my grandfather
I won’t let you down.
A hospital bed in a crowded room
Everyone waits to talk to you
You used to be the one controlling them
now they’re all controlling you
I know that you think of me
A shitty grandson I’ve been to you
You’re my grandfather, It’s probably true
You said that you loved us all.
I’ve had my share of crying
You’re my grandfather
I can’t see you dying.
Painkillers and other sleeping pills
will get you through and keep you still
As you get ready for chemotherapy
They’ll do their best to keep you away from me.
It’s too late for me
I can’t talk to you